I used to think I knew who I was, but there are times in my life where I feel myself fading away, becoming an observer of my own life. As my life progresses, my mental health deteriorates. I have found that seeing myself has become a harder task than I ever imagined. My series, I’m There, But I’m Not, digs into my habits of derealization that are caused by both my own destructive tendencies as well as the people and environments around me that have left me overshadowed.